title: Death is Inevitable. Hey dodols, just yesterday at around 9.55pm when I got back from dinner,I found my baby dead.Yea dead.He has been sick and I have noticed him being very angsty and weak for the past two days.I can't believe it didn't cross my mind that those are actually the signs.Just like Casper Belle,both gives the same character before death.    (Megat with his twin sister,Dewi) It happen so quickly.Just yesterday I was fostering him as his previous owner is allergic to them.I too recently discovered that I am allergic to them.I feel bad,it's as though he knows my allergy and thus decide to go his own way. As predicted I cried but this time round I am much calmer about it.I've learnt to handle death better.As much as I love him I will not shed a tear of sadness.He is far too handsome of a cat!There he goes,the boy who would rest on my lap as I "massage" him.He would even fall asleep. What's worst is,even Dewi is suffering from the same sickness and she too is quite weak now.I can't bear another death in a short period of time thus please don't take her away from me just yet.I want her to get better,to go to a better home where no one is allergic to her like I am. As I type,I'm holding back my tears but what am I to do?It's just so sad and I just can't stop blaming myself. Death is inevitable,but life still has to go on.Thus I bid farewell to you my love,Megat.May you rest in peace.Amin. LotsOfLove, Afiqah :'( |
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